Wednesday 22 May 2013

i need your love



I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

I take a deep breath everytime I pass your door
I know you're there but I can't see you anymore
And that's the reason you're in the dark
I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

Now I'm dreaming, will ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I'll never figure out
What I mean to you, do I belong
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

All the years
All the times
You have never been to blame
And now my eyes are open
And now my heart is closing
And all the tears
All the lies
All the waste
I've been trying to make it change
And now my eyes are open

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free

stay



stay

All along it was a fever

A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air I said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer

Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take, it's given
Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

Ohhh the reason I hold on
Ohhh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but i'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the lights it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay, stay
I want you to stay, ohhh

give me love



Ed Sheeran – Give Me Love Lyrics
Give me love like her,
’cause lately I’ve been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I’d let them go,
And that I’ll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I’ll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We’ll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
Give me love like never before,
’cause lately I’ve been craving more,
And it’s been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I’ll fight my corner,
And that tonight I’ll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We’ll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
Give a little time to me, or burn this out,
We’ll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My my, my, my, oh give me love.

truth

the truth is i don't even know what i feel anymore. my feeling just dead. i can't feel any butterfly in my stomach when meet that cute guy,i can't tell if i fall in love or not, for a second i thought i like him but another second it just something i created because i hate being lonely. i can tell there are so many cute boys out there,but i like them because they were cute. i don't want them to be my boyfriend and yet i don't like being single. but i can tell you, i'm no longer have this "fall in love" feeling anymore. like somebody took it away with him after he was gone. yes the last time i fall in love,it was with him. and right now,i miss being in love :( i want to feel it again. i might be with other guy now,but i only be with him because i need to know someone still like me,he loves me. but he changed,no more feel being loved, i feel he was ignoring me. and i hate that! oh gosh i wish i can be with you moss :'( i miss you. A LOT


Tuesday 21 May 2013

long distance

The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.

I feel it right now. I'm not so sure if he miss me or forget me,all I know is he doesn't care about me anymore. so I guess the answer is he never miss me at all :') a hard fact that I have to face. at first of our relationship I thought we will make this work,but now look at us; we act like strangers,like we never knew each other,this is like a competition of who can act like they're careless,but deep inside we know this is not it supposed to be. we can still save this relationship,but I'm too stubborn to make the first move and he's too selfish to care. I don't know where or when this gonna end. honestly I feel sick of it,I'm tired,I want the old him, I want our relationship, but as far as I can see he no longer care. me and him,we were separated by miles, he was at San Francisco while I'm sitting here in front of my laptop at Jakarta. I guess our main problem is about the communication. we didn't  talk to each other for a couple days, I guess week. I have so many things to told,but he never there to listen. he was so busy with his life. I found some quotes about the important of communication in relationship:

If you can no longer keep a conversation going, then don’t expect to be able to keep the relationship going.

A simple talk can save millions of relationships in this world. Only if both sides will be open to make things right.

Every time I think of you, I have to remind myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

The best person to talk to about the problems in your relationship is the person you are in the relationship with.


count on me - bruno mars






If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah


If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah



You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Fight for you. Respect you. Include you. Encourage you. Need you. Deserve you. Stand by you.




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